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so....the main reason i haven't written much lately is because there has been a lot of things going on with my life. i've been partying a bit and finding myself and what i want. i joined the marines, i start boot camp in September. the training is pretty intense. i'm using muscles that i didn't even know existed. i've been pretty busy. i have written little blips of a poem, but they're more random thoughts than a cohesive structure.
bahahahahahaha!
wrote something worth posting..after months and months of scribbling holes into the pages in my journal...i finally inked out something i deem not entirely garbage...well..enjoy!!!! comments and critiques are welcome!
hmmm.....
I believe it is time to start writing again. I haven't written in a long time due to many distractions and the like. I have found a new muse/lover so i believe my mind shall start to swim with the many emotions and words that come with such territories. I hope you guys haven't abandoned hope for me. I haven't left or given up. I was merely.....lost in my own self doubt and poor judgement. I hope to start anew with this new love of mine, in hopes that new words will spill from my pen to replace new ones.
:'(
boooooooooooooo!!!!..i can't write worth shit. Everything I write is terrible.It all sounds so...pathetic....why must it always come out that way. Sure.... I guess my heart is still mourning my past failures..but still...must it spill out into every last word I write. I mean jeeezzz!!! I have TONS of happy things to write about. Like the fact that I'm moving out. Or the fact that I have a job I actually like my job. Or the fact that I have a car...which I LOOOOVVEEEE!!!!!!!!!..but nooooo.....Why must this happen to meeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!
gah!!!!
im graduating...TOMORROW!!!!..this is THE most exciting thing in my life right now....ill be off to college in a few months....but for now...im gonna party it up!!!..im invited to 6 parties so far!!!...and more and more just keep coming....LOVE faceboook...its the meca of my life right now!!!!well toodles!...wish me luck ^_^
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glad to see you have a plan wish you luck in the military.